Returning to the Drop Off
Alone I went out early,
before first bird cry,
before gulls and fishcrows
began plundering and waded
to the outermost bar
good half mile offshore.
The bar’d been drying before sun break.
I could see that the sand crystals had split open
like tiny mouths above each clam shell.
Each of these refts marks a cockle
with a telltale crack to practiced eyes,
can even etch a string of cockles,
a whole reave of morsels in the ridge of a sandbar.
Glaucous-winged gulls learn to see
these secret messages in the sand
over a lifetime predatoring.
They cock their heads back trying
to hear the whispers from the cockles
as they open their shells a tiny crack at a time.
At only a half inch below the surface,
a cockle will become clearly visible.
Deeper, only a faint double crack
like a pair of eyes will appear.
The young gulls hadn’t noticed yet,
but I could see them now plain,
I scuffled across the tiny reaves
with my boot, so any wise old gulls
would have to look for breakfast farther up the beach.
The outermost bar was really
two bars with a lagoon
in between leading to blue water.
There, in the glistening shallows,
fluid in the currents ebbing out through
these two pristine fingers,
there in the dark green eelgrass
that swirls tangled with eel blennies
who tickled my calves as I waded my own path,
as seaperch darted through the kelp strands
startling sanddabs who exploded right over my toes,
the water was colder and the bottom creeped.
Wading deeper, water licking up my ribs,
I begin to hear my young boy spirit
breathing deeply, as I went suspended, bouncing
on the calving edge of the drop off.
But wait, turn around. I was too old for this
and my spirit needed its home,
right here in my chest.
Richmond Beach Tideflats
Point Wells two miles north of Boeing Creek
Central Sound Sub Region
The Central Puget Sound Region
The Salish Sea
January 26, 2016
I learned in the Galapagos there is a shimmering in everything. It’s in the land, the sea, the plants and the animals. It’s in the writhing lava, the sand, in the glaze of spines of the towering Prickly Pear cactus. It’s in the tail feathers of the Tropic Birds, the red throat patches of the Frigate Birds, the cobalt toe webs of the Blue-footed Boobies, in the glistening cadmium yellow skin of the Land Iguanas and the flapping black wings of the Manta Rays. The overall condition of your experience in a landscape like this, the cumulative effect of it, is integrative like being inside a landscape camera that still holds the latent images of everything that has passed before.
In fact I found this involuntary stranding on the Archipelago was like being in a time warp, an interruption of normal-time reality. I realized I was watching cinematic evolution and I was in it, not an actor in a drama but a silent partner listening to a narrative in my head. The gift of seeing, hearing and giving a voice to a landscape was fully aroused inside me. Because the Galapagos Islands are a mind-and-soul experience in a landscape that has the power to lift you up, crack open your eyes and your heart so that every subsequent landscape you experience in the future can and will talk to you.
Where ever you are, if you are quiet and really focus, you will now hear the land speak. And if you’re a musician, filmmaker or a landscape designer, you will become a player and a conductor of an intrinsic symphony. If you are a poet the landscape will speak out inside your head . . . in this case the pounding of the surf on the black lava, the equatorial pendulum of the sun swinging across the sky, and the stillness of the night called for a line-repetition form like a Villanelle.
In kiln days of tall throbbing light
The sun twists the day, and sears—
Birth of cinders in a cold sea’s calyx,
Riddle of edges down long tortoise years.
En dias horneados de alta luz vibrante
El sol retuerce el día y abrasa—
Nacimiento de escorias en el cáliz del océano frío,
Enigma de umbrales a través de largos años de tortuga.
The ceramic click of the lava, repose of broken shores,
Chords of the furnace humming in your cairns;
Swollen cactus footprints pin the sky
And your landscape is glazed with spines.
Sonido cerámico de la lava, reposo de acantilados quebrantados,
Acordes de caldera susurrando en tus sepulcros;
Huellas de cactus hinchados se encajan en el cielo
Tu paisaje está guarnecido de espinas.
The day is shedding birds
A pumult of gannets over shearwater surf,
Terns swinging like slate amulets
As spindrift sifts light into shapes of wind
El dia vierte pájaros
Un desplomar de piquéros sobre resaca de pardelas,
Gaviotines balanceándose sobre la espuma como amuletos de pizarra
Mientras el rocío tamiza la luz en figuras de viento
Against an endless procession of swells
Advancing faster than a man could run—
Towers of molten blue water, clear and cold
Pale, the color of some perfume or precious glass:
Contra la procesión sin fin del oleaje
Avanzando más rápido que el correr de un hombre—
Muralla de agua esmaltada, clara y fria,
Pálida, color de perfume o cristal precioso:
Womb of the fire and pulsing sea,
Your reptile peace still moist in the shadows
As the sun twists the day, and sears
This riddle of edges down the long tortoise years.
Seno del fuego y de la mar pulsante,
Tu paz reptilezca todavia húmeda en las sombras
Mientras el sol retuerce el día y abrasa
El enigma de umbrales a través de largos años de tortuga.
Darwin Research Station
Isla Santa Cruz
Las Islas Galápagos
May 20, 1967
In 1994 my business partner, Manuel Mario Campos Campos, assisted me with the sonorous Spanish which gives this poem from 1967 a real bilingual voice.